darkfaerey95

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Thu, 24 Jan 2008 01:07:45 GMT

Today i went grocery shopping uuug i hate going grocery shopping -_- but anyways i only had water some chocolate soy milk and hot chocolate today xp It's freezing here!!! And iv been having to push the car to start (we have an old car) but it burns calories so im fine! Iv lost 2 pounds also ;o

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 02:32:24 GMT

So today was the first day of my liquid fast and it went okay :/ My mom took us to a restaurant and i got some soup which if i ate it all it would be 443 calories but i only ate about half and then water. I really wish i didn't go to that restaurant then i would be more happy but oh well. I have school tomorrow so it should be better because i don't have a mother watching everything i eat w00t! ^.~

Perfection is attained:
Not when there is nothing left to add,
but when there is nothing left to take away.

I can do this!

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 15:31:03 GMT

so my mother found out about me not eating and she gave me the choice to go to the mental hospital or eat. Lord knows i don't want to go back there! Yes iv been there before but it wasn't for not eating it was for suicide (long story) I can't stop crying! I was at the lowest weight i have ever been this year and now im back to the start! I can't keep eating its killing me! Today i woke up feeling starved and im keeping it that way! I'm going to get back down to the weight i was and even lower then that! I've done it before and now im going to do it again. This time ill get to that weight faster because i know what iv got to do. Tho i need to figure out how to keep this away from my mother. I will go back to the hospital if i have to! what ever it takes! I'm going to be thin!!!
May the crying stop! >:)

zui suicide! _

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 16:08:11 GMT

i love her! shes so pretty and thin :)
shes an amazing model im going to meet her and
Audrey Kitching one day
for those of you who dont know them go look em up!
i wish i could put pics of them on here but it wont let me....
well yea my day has gone great ^.~
lost a pound hay! its better then nothing ^.^
i am planning on losing moreeeeeeeeeeeee

darkfaerey95

:)

I can do this!

zui suicide! *_*

zui suicide! _